Our world changed forever. Our beloved son Ryan died by suicide, just six days after his 20th birthday. There are no words that can fully capture the depth of that kind of loss—the ache, the questions, the quiet moments that suddenly feel unbearable. But in the midst of the pain, we have also encountered something unexpected and profound: the faithful, tender presence of God.

This blog is a space to share our family's journey through grief. It's raw and real. It's filled with tears, memories, questions—and also moments of surprising peace, comfort, and glimpses of redemption. Through each post, we hope to tell not just the story of our sorrow, but the story of a Savior who has met us in it.
Our prayer is that as we open this window into our experience, others who are walking through loss or hardship might find encouragement, honesty, and above all, hope. Not because the grief goes away, but because God has proven Himself to be near, even in the valley.